It's been 7 weeks. Many things must have happened in each of our own lives. Perhaps the only way you'll get to know how I'm doing will be through my entries? I do hope you read still...

   I was silly. An impudent, rash dork who always said and did the wrong things that put you off. Not just you I suppose, probably many others as well. Days without you have been painful, but I've grown to realize the other beautiful things in life that make me happy. I have wonderful friends and an amazing family. I still remember what I felt during the time I got into the iron accident. The reason I went up on stage to sing still was to enjoy the pleasure of singing to my supporters and do my family and friends proud, and to make them smile. Lately, I seemed to have lost sight of that sensation. However, their consistent presence proved to be a good reminder for me to pick up what I had lost. I must say that I lost a lot of confidence the moment I came to terms with what you've said to me, but I'm picking up. I'm smiling more often, the way I used to a couple of years back. I've been telling myself to stay focused and not have perpetual thoughts on our past.

   I'm also finally able to focus more on my studies properly. It's kind of a torture when I find myself knowing nuts about what I'm reading and doing. Guess this is the only thing that's really bothering me now. Ha! I still count myself fortunate for having friends who are willing to help me out with my work.

   My classmates did a mini birthday celebration for me and two other classmates four days back. It was a wonderful kbox session at Jurong East. It was great singing with Xixun! She's simply one of the most versatile singer I've heard, and I, who's always strict and critical, actually found her one of the best performers that I've ever known. Good job Xixun! And congrats for your magnificent victory as Hall Idol! Looking forward to more singing with you. It's a shame that I never really bothered to remember how to post pictures on the blog. We took some fun pictures, and I still can't believe that I actually bothered to PAY to have neoprints taken. Woot! Finally got to see a picture of myself in long hair.

   Man, this blog is really boring without pictures. I'll want to make it a point to update more consistently about myself. However, it's going to get real busy for all of us for the next one and a half months now that the exams are nearing.

I've been praying for good results on your Stardust auditions. Give it your best shot ya? Alright, nuff said. Time to mug.